YOU & the OCCULTISH NIGHT
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Mayoi Ayase is a high school third year and is 18 years old. His hobby is making dioramas, and he is specifically good at detailed handiwork. Though he is cowardly, he will always do what he can to help a person in need. He has a desire to protect those who are child-like and weak. He considers himself a sick, perverse individual. However, anything he does he does with good intent.
Nonbinary. They/He Pronouns (they/them pref!)
Bi with masc lean
He has extremely low self-esteem. Don't be too hard on him! Or do! They won't stop you!
Writing of Mayoi's character may change as more information about him is released. Please be patient if things are inconsistent! The way he is written is heavily headcanon based!
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Mod
20 years old
they/it (nonbinary)
Feel free to ask for main acc
They also run @path-to-heaven and @himeru_toujou
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Rules & Notes
Rules!
NEVER refer to Mayoi as a SHOTACON or PEDOPHILE regardless of context
No explicit NSFW. (Jokes are okay.)
Willing to do CRACK RPs and SERIOUS RPs!
Will not tolerate incest or pedophilia
Okay with Ships! And with multishipping
Will not be shipping Mayoi with any current 1st years!
Notes!
DMs are open, whether for in character or ooc talk
All art used is either official or drawn by mod themselves.
Mayoi is willing to interact with RP accounts and non!
Mod enjoys bullying Mayoi (sorry) so this account may be rather angst heavy at times. They're doing their best to tone it down a bit, though!
Warning
certain dark topics may come up in roleplays, especially if they are much more serious.
These subjects may include:
>Self-Harm✩
>Intrusive Thoughts
>Suicide Ideation
>Implications of Abuse✩
...And other things that may pop up along the way. If you are uncomfortable with any of these topics, please inform mod before attempting a more serious RP with them!!
✩May reference cutting, picking at skin, and biting, along with voicing many other self-destructive behaviors.
✩Currently going off the theory of Mayoi being a victim of childhood sexual assault (CSA), along with having a history of experiencing physical abuse and neglect.
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Headcanons
As a reminder, none of these are canon! These are all personal ideas that impact how mod portrays Mayoi's character!
Along with making dioramas and sewing, Mayoi also likes drawing!
He tends to draw either overly cutesy things or the complete opposite! He sometimes recreates feelings from his dreams/nightmares into his art as a form of venting.
He has Munchhausen syndrome by proxy. He is not as sickly as he claims but believes he is due to lies he was told as a child.
He's not only analytical of people, but also his surroundings. He can notice even the tiniest changes made around him. It can stress him out easily.
He collects plenty of stuffed animals. His most treasured one is a teddy bear he's kept since childhood! Her name is Mii-chan!
He has a difficult time genuinely expressing himself. When he gets overwhelmed or stressed, he mixes up his words a lot!
Due to him having a history of different sorts of abuse✩ he has a hard time accepting kindness from others.
Mayoi keeps his gloves on more than he does in canon. When he takes them off, it's seen as an act of vulnerability. He considers his hands one of the ugliest parts of him.
Mayoi has a love for child-like things and people due to their innocence, which he lost at a young age. He sometimes acts incredibly childish himself and may age regress. He cares greatly for child-like and small things because he wishes to protect them from harm.
✩Mod is going off personal theory and headcanon of Mayoi being a victim of CSA, physical abuse, and neglect. This heavily influences how he views himself and others! He tends to believe he is deserving of pain, or often mentions he's willing to do "anything" for the sake of others. When he says this, he literally means anything. He views his past and trauma as his own fault.
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Mayoi's list of Boyfriends!
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Mii-chan!
Mii-chan is Mayoi's childhood teddy bear and who he considers his best friend. She is physically 11 years old, and mentally ranges from age 8-12! Her design and name is inspired by Michelle from Bandori
Mayoi describes Mii-chan to be generally very friendly. She is extremely talkative, usually saying either kind things or possibly teasing Mayoi. Mii-chan also has moments of occasional cruelty, typically when Mayoi is mentally unwell.
Mayoi is the only one who can directly listen to Mii-chan, but she is fully able to hear everyone else. She also cannot directly communicate, so Mayoi must pass her messages along. If she ever were to talk to someone besides Mayoi, her words would be stuttered, slurred, and hard to understand. Though she loves people and making friends, she is also severely anxious socially.
As a child, Mayoi was completely dependant on Mii-chan for his own happiness and could not go even a second without her. Now, he doesn't constantly need her. However, he certainly has his moments of relapse and reoccurring dependency. When Mii-chan won't speak, he grows depressed and panicked.
Mii-chan considers herself to be both a bear and a magical girl! And despite being younger than Mayoi in every way, in times where he finds himself regressing, he will view Mii-chan as an older sister-like figure rather than a child he has to protect.